thursday, went to boat quay with shirnna.. celebrate Gary Birthday.. bought a cake from TCC for him.. veri nice.. i drink chivas, they drink beer.. den i drunk, mayb i drink beer n chivas den mix together will drunk ba.. but i like the feeling of drunk, cos wat u realli feel, u will say out de.. my heart keep pounding, cried like tapwater nv off, n i dun even know i am crying when talking to shirnna abt him* cannot control.. realli veri upset.. c who wan pei mi g0 drink again.. but mux take care of mi if i drunk hor.. i wont vomit de, dun worry.. hahax.. den around 3am went home.. mummy waited for mi come back.. talk to her, let her know wat actualli i wan all tis.. i hope nw she understand la.. drunk helped mi to talk well with my mum.. i dun wan my mum to worry abt mi but trust mi.. most important is HAPPY..