tis is my blog.. i just write out how i feel in my heart.. i dunn0 say to who.. so i write here... not bcos i wan to tell ppl...

these few days, i dun know wat i realli wan.. i cried n cried.. i cant stand it nor.. is like i going crazy soon...i always think here n there.. i am afraid... i dunno in future wat to do.. i got no goal, no aim.. i am lost.. who realli know wat i thnking in my mind.. i dun dare to walk out one step.. i always standing in my own world.. just mi alone.. keep distance with other ppl, cos i dunno who can be trusted, mayb suddenly tat person backstab mi, i will be more hurt..

nw all i wan is faster go back training, the place whr i can realli be happi for one day, without any stress n worries.. with them, my heart n mind is calm...

just went to plaza with jas.. bot somethings.. den went home n changed.. nw going out soon..
as today guan ji going off to Beijing due to school, ltr meet him at airport ba .. 6months... c u after 6months!! hahax... 0015 flight off to beijing~